*It's Tuesday- AGAIN*

Tuesdays are "Dr.Witts" days. (Adisyn's plastic surgeon) Who we absolutely LOVE! He is such an amazing Dr. On the down side he is at the Children's hospital. Which makes me feel physically sick to be. The way it looks and feels brings me back to Adisyns NICU stay. (The most horrifying down right most awful time of my life.)
     Her tumor "experience" has been one of a kind. Day time: She does ok, a little trouble nursing but all in all "tolerable." Come night time, shes a different baby! Saying I don't sleep is an understatement. She can only breath through ONE side of her nose. Which may not sound too bad. Plug one side of your nose and see how it feels. AWFUL! I did it for less then 30 seconds and started breathing fast feeling :yuck: But the Dr. says every Tuesday he sees her is "another week we win." Only when Ady J attempts to nurse she looks as if shes drowning which doesn't feel like much of a win to me. I HATE not beeing able to do much for her. Seeing her like that breaks my heart. So... Till next Tuesday... This Mama Bear will just have to stand post.
Ending on a positive note... I am headed to Wally World, attempting to (get paid to shop) Oh how I LOVE to coupon! Pictures to follow ;)